December has been one crazy month for me, even in the beginning. Many bad things has happen; I’ve even considered quitting my job and becoming a full time layer of the bed. Other than that — because it doesn’t pay the bills — I’ve really been wanting to start my own business. Not for the fact of working for myself and having the option of never leaving my home, but the satisfying feeling, of creating something people want.
When I graduated high school, I didn’t have much time to think about my future. Not that I was a slacker, but it never really came to mind what I would do after High School; graduation was too much on my mind. I knew I was suppose to go to college, but after? I had no clue what I wanted. All I knew is, I loved to write, read, and all things art. When applying to college, I thought FIT in Manhattan would be a perfect fit for me, but then I got distracted with stress and a little depression; I later dropped out. While at that school, I studied business, although math is my kryptonite, I thought that I could maybe struggle threw it or something like that; I was completely out of my right mind, because it took a turn for the worse. The other classes, were really interesting, I loved the aspect of selling goods to people especially if it’s something people really like. Then I got to the brain storming, the only good thing about where I live is every is within walking distance of me, so if I want to take a class, I can take a trip to Manhattan and learn everything I needed. Plus even if I didn’t live in New York, there are plenty of classes (free and not free), that’ll teach me how to get my home base business off of the ground. Even YouTube has videos on how to sell things, so what’s stopping me?
Well, money, that’s really stopping me, not having enough money to start, or finding the resources to start. I imagine I could do something but, it’s all really risky — and I’m not a big risk taker. I can come up with 1,001 reasons why I can’t start my business, but now that I really think about it, not one of them is a good enough reason. If I’m really being honest with myself. Of course I need a desktop computer, in order to get my home-work station working, plus a machine to help me create my designs, but I just feel like the timing and all my other bills are just taking too much of my time and money. Has there been anything you wanted to try? Comment down below, later!
With Love & Sweetness,